I am not the average girl that you will meet....

23rd March 2012

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sometimes i just want to go into coma and never wake back up

4th February 2012

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i feel like he is really trying to test me or either just trying to hurt me

7th January 2012

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definition i found of my name in urbandictionary.com

A truly loyalty and dedicated beauty. Honest, smart and fashionable. A lady in the streets but a freak in the bed. Very high fashion but not high maintenance. Those who are fortunate enough to meet her are forever changed. This sweet beauty will leave you with a smile after the first encounter. With book and street smarts, she’s a good woman take pride in that.

1st January 2012

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I have thought to myself.. i am selfish….i can be selfish when i want to be…as i thought of when i was growing up, i was never selfish…i presume i am now or thought i was never was.

or i am selfish and think of myself and not think about anybody elses feelings..

If anyone knows me as well as I do. I do not shed a tear for anything…When my heart aches as much as it does…i will shed a tear. Nobody knows how much it actually hurts when i shed a tear..sometimes, i do not cry…but it will overcome later and i will start a tear up.

I am the weirdest and difficult person you will ever understand..if you dont understand how i feel now and what ive been through..you will never understand me ever…

To make me understand how you feel, you would need to understand what im going through as well… 

maybe my emotions gets the best of me but i am a girl…

25th December 2011

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I am blessed to have my family, friends, and my bf with me in my life. I am grateful to have what I have now. I couldn’t ask for anything better. I’m very lucky to have a job. Even though life can catch you in bad moods, well what is life without your down sides?

22nd December 2011

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I feel like I’m just not making that person happy.

27th November 2011

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Sometimes, I don’t want to talk about my feelings because I’m just going to be selfish

25th November 2011

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I hardly cry but when something hurts and I’m tearing up. It shows you that my heart is really aching.

16th November 2011

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If you can’t understand a persons feelings, basically, you don’t have any kind of feelings of your own.

13th November 2011

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‘Tis the season! Am i looking forward to the holidays? yes and no….yes for the food…shopping for presents, no!